So in light of what has been happening, I decided to focus on other things in order to get Dimeji off my mind for sometime.
I've decided to take a bold step and pay for a table at a fair happening next week, so I can sell my Ankara accessories. I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know anything about fairs. I'm not even sure I would make profit. But as they say, 'nothing ventured, nothing gained'. Right?
It cost me N20,000 to purchase that table. The stock I'm taking is worth about N60,000 in retail revenue. Even if I sell all (which I doubt), is it worth it? 20k to gain 60k in revenue, not even profit.
This would have been a good time to ask Dimeji for advice, but as things are at the moment, that door is closed. His mum would have even been in a better position to put me through, with her ever-willing business consulting that she dishes out to me. But I don't want Dimeji to think I'm being sneaky by calling his mum in our current situation.
Because of that, I took the risk and went ahead. After all, I'm technically single, so I can live single for the time being. Let's see how things pan out. But one thing I'm sure of is this. Profit or no profit, risk or no risk, it would be a great distraction from the whole relationship mess I got myself into.
Cheers to a profitable distraction.