My short period fantasising about leaving the country, last week, was due to the fact that the love of my life is travelling again. I am so pained at this moment. I am hurting in such a way that I feel no one can understand me. He is going for training in Chicago, which will take 4 weeks, and then he will stay 2 weeks extra for vacation.
I don’t know what I am going to do? The longest we have been apart for is 2 weeks, when he went on vacation last year. But 6 weeks? I feel like I am going to die. My brother said he’s going away for 6 weeks because he needs to get away from me and my problems. Let’s just say that my brother currently has a scar on the side of his head.
How will I cope? If it was the UK, then we could have talked till almost break of day, every night. But US??? The time difference is not even friendly.
Who will I disturb?
Who will I continue to be a nuisance to without fear of retribution?
Who will I cry out my natural hair woes to?
To whom will I talk till my mouth gets sore?
This is a very dark tunnel, and I see no light at its end. Dimeji has said he will get me enough hair products this time around, but I am not even moved one bit. I get all the natural hair products I need here in Nigeria, that I am not tripped one bit by his bribe.
Maybe if someone can tell me how to turn this around for my good, maybe I will be pacified. But for now, I can only be moody and keep crying out loud.
The love of my life is leaving me for 6 weeks, and I have absolutely idea of how I am going to cope. *wails*
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